When I came to learn at a yeshiva in Yerushalayim in 1982, it was only for a year. At that
time, the Land was still quite foreign to me as I was used to life back in
Canada. I was just more comfortable living on the other side of the ocean.
That
quickly changed over the course of the year, and I came to love being in Eretz
Yisrael, becoming more connected to the Land and feeling so much closer to Hashem.
It was the place to be Jewish, so I chose to stay here another year – which
led to another year. By the fourth year, it was clear to me that I wanted to
live in Eretz Yisrael, and I made that clear as well when I started shidduchim.
I
was married in 1985, and we first rented an apartment in the Old City to be
close to my yeshiva. I started
working part time and learning part time while my wife did some secretarial
work for a local hotel. To make additional money, I also helped a rabbi
transcribe his classes that he planned to publish in book form.
In
our second year of marriage, we moved to the Har Nof neighborhood in
Yerushalayim. Unlike our apartment in the Old City, this one was unfurnished,
which presented a problem since we did not have the money to furnish it
ourselves. Then came the miracle. Another couple who had decided to return to
North America asked us to use their furniture while they were gone so that they
didn’t have to put it in storage. Their furniture was of high quality and
included a Maytag washer and dryer. Overnight we had a fully furnished
apartment at no cost.
A
job opportunity opened up for me in Canada around 1988, which I took in order
to make money quickly so I could at least make a deposit on an apartment in
Eretz Yisrael. We did not return until 1993, by which time we had purchased a
home in a place called Telz-Stone (about 12 minutes outside of Yerushalayim,
off the Tel Aviv-Yerushalayim highway). Originally, I had wanted to live in
Yerushalayim, but we were able to get more value for our money in this new
area. We have loved it here ever since.
I
had part-time teaching jobs while I wrote books on Torah philosophy full time.
This would not have been so promising had the internet not become so available,
changing the way people do business. Once upon a time, you had to bring your
product to the market. Now you could do that from your home, even thousands of
miles away from other people. The market could come to you even if you weren’t
there. I run an American non-profit organization from my home in Eretz Yisrael,
managing everything through the internet. Thanks to Skype, I can even make
low-cost long-distance phone calls.
I
have Skyped my parents on a daily basis for many years already, and we can talk
to each other face-to-face through our computers. It doesn’t replace being
together in person, but it is a great second. I have remained close to them,
learning with them and others over Skype or similar video conferencing
platforms, making the distance between us seem quite insignificant. When used
properly, technology is a tremendous asset and provides us with so many
opportunities. It is far easier to live in Eretz Yisrael today, now that one
can still maintain connections that are thousands of miles away.
That’s
especially important to me because, now, when I leave the Land, I am like a
fish out of water. I have a soul connection with this Land, and I derive so
much life from it. I have a sense of inner peace that I never had living
abroad. You don’t need the same material things here that you felt you needed
while living outside the Land. The sense of personal fulfillment I feel while
living here more than compensates for them.
Now,
when I see all the construction and improvements being made in the country, it
is even more exciting. We may look at this as the way of any expanding country,
but historically it represents more than that. Hashem runs the world, and He is
behind everything. He seems to be preparing for something great, and I am
grateful to be living here as it happens. Though it’s not about avoiding
struggle as yissurim are part-and-parcel of life everywhere in this
world. It’s about working hard for the things you value most and keeping the
things that matter most to you. For me personally, Eretz Yisrael has been worth
every challenge that I have had to deal with while being there, because I am
where I believe I need to be and want
to be.
The Bottom Line
Eventually, I wrote a book about
the importance of settling in Eretz Yisrael today. It was really about the
centrality of Eretz Yisrael in Torah growth, which points to the importance of
at least doing what one can to move here. It was based upon another important sefer called Tuv
HaAretz, writings from
the Arizal about the Land. The bottom line is that Hashem is everywhere, but as
the gemara says, this is the place where we connect to Him
the best. Learning Torah and performing mitzvos come alive in Eretz Yisrael, as
does the history of the Jewish people. There’s nothing like it anywhere else in
the Jewish world.
This article is
part of the Eretz Chemdah series featuring Anglo-Chareidim living in, settling,
and building up Eretz Yisrael. A project of Avira D’Eretz Yisroel, coordinated
by Yoel Berman: info@aviraderetzyisroel.org.