My Journey Helping Myself and Others


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I am a physician assistant who began my medical career in the intense environment of a hospital ICU. I loved the work and the sense of urgency that came with it. As I transitioned into motherhood, however, I found that the demanding hours were no longer feasible. Seeking a better work-life balance, I moved into psychiatry, initially for what I jokingly referred to as “Mommy hours.” Little did I know that this somewhat unconventional move into psychiatry would not only align better with my personal life but also unveil a profound professional passion.

During my early years in psychiatry, I realized something that had been right under my nose: I had been suffering from postpartum depression without recognizing it. Despite having a therapist and being aware of the challenges of life, it wasn’t until I was immersed in the field that I truly understood what I had been experiencing. This revelation was life changing. Effective treatment improved my life immensely and sparked a deep passion for psychiatry, especially for serving women during their childbearing years and beyond. I became particularly interested in how hormonal fluctuations impact a woman’s mental health.

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In this article, I want to focus on a critical aspect of women’s mental health: perinatal mood disorders. These conditions encompass a range of emotional and psychological challenges that women may face during pregnancy and after childbirth. Understanding how to recognize these issues and seek appropriate help is crucial for the well-being of both the mother and the baby as well as the entire family unit.

Perinatal mood disorders exist on a continuum, ranging from depression and anxiety to bipolar disorder and psychosis. They can manifest in various ways, and it is essential to distinguish between what might be considered “normal” emotional fluctuations and more severe psychiatric issues. For example, the “baby blues” are a normal phenomenon, in which a woman may feel hyper-emotional in the first two weeks after childbirth due to the rapid reduction in estrogen and progesterone levels in her body and brain. This may include feeling more easily triggered to crying on both happy and sad occasions. However, it should not include a deep sadness, thoughts of despair or detachment, and/or an inability to separate from the baby.

Most recently, a mother who I treated for postpartum depression and anxiety worried constantly about “everything” from politics to personal finances. She had trouble falling asleep and when the baby would wake her for a feeding, she struggled to return to sleep due to racing thoughts of anxiety. During the day she felt immensely sad as if life was not worth living. She did not enjoy spending time with the baby or her other three children and could barely take care of her own personal hygiene or nutrition, preferring only to lay in bed. This patient had a long history of depression with her first episode occurring prior to having children. However, her condition worsened during her fourth pregnancy and in the postpartum to the deepest depression she had ever experienced. Chasdei Hashem, we were able to find a good combination of medication to help bring her out of this depression. Today she is happily taking care of both her children and herself as a stay at home mother.

Depression and bipolar disorder are two primary mood disorders we encounter. Signs that something is amiss can include disrupted sleep patterns, sadness, persistent irritability, anger or rage, and significant changes in energy levels, ranging from extreme highs to debilitating lows. Psychosis, although less common, is a severe condition characterized by confusion, disorientation, and a loss of touch with reality. Symptoms can include delusionssuspicious thoughts or beliefs that are unlikely to be true, such as thinking someone is out to harm you or that you need to harm others to “save” them or hallucinations, seeing, hearing, or feeling things that are not there. When a woman is in this state, she often cannot recognize it herself due to the detachment from reality, so it becomes extremely important for those around her, namely her spouse and other family members, to be educated about this possibility. That way, it can be recognized in a timely manner and treated appropriately with antipsychotic medication as this is not a condition that resolves on its own.

 

To date, I have treated four women with postpartum psychosis. Most notably patient A who, within two weeks of delivering her third baby girl, began to see things around her shimmering and shining “as if the whole world were technicolor.” She also saw “angels” with whom she would speak and heard messages from “G-d” prophesying her as the next virgin mother of the messiah. She was possessed with boundless energy and did not sleep for five full days. Her husband noted that she was not communicating with him in a usual manner, that she would seemingly look through him or appear to be talking to people that he couldn’t see. Because treatment involves sedating medications, Patient A did require hospitalization. Upon her release, we worked together to keep her mentally stable with a combination of medication, therapy, and lifestyle modifications. Today she is the happy mom of three girls, the youngest of whom is now two and a half years old.

Anxiety disorders, including obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), often go unrecognized during pregnancy and in postpartum as well. Manifestations can include sleep disruption, racing thoughts, and intrusive, distressing thoughts, often concerning the baby. Mothers may experience vivid images of bad things happening or worry excessively about the baby’s well-being, leading to behaviors like constantly watching the baby breathe or hyper-fixation on feeding schedules, beyond a pediatrician’s recommendations.

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Several risk factors increase the likelihood of developing perinatal mood disorders, including a history of mental health conditions prior to pregnancy, family history of psychiatric disorders, and adverse outcomes, such as NICU stays or breastfeeding difficulties.

Screening for perinatal mood disorders is vital. The Edinburgh Postnatal Depression Scale (EPDS) is a valuable tool used during pregnancy and postpartum to identify women at risk. In addition to the EPDS, asking about/reporting to your doctor any intrusive thoughts and sleep disruption is crucial. While some sleep disruption can be a normal part of pregnancy, ongoing issues can elevate anxiety and lower mood, necessitating intervention. The MGH Perinatal Depression Scale (MGHPDS) phone application is another useful tool for monitoring symptoms.

There are specific vulnerability windows, during which women are particularly susceptible to perinatal mood disorders. These include the first trimester of pregnancy, around the 20-week mark, and the third trimester just before delivery. In the postpartum, the most vulnerable periods include the first month after delivery and the time period between four and six months postpartum as well as the weaning phase, whenever that should occur.

If you or someone you know is experiencing symptoms of a perinatal mood disorder, seeking treatment with a therapist (psychologist or social worker) is crucial. Behavioral therapies are an essential part of coping, but sometimes medication is required, especially when sleep disruption is involved or to provide the stability needed to engage in therapeutic work fully.

Creating a safety plan is an essential step for those at risk of severe perinatal mood disorders. The Brown-Stanley Safety Plan Template is a helpful resource for developing a personalized safety plan. In terms of resources, Psychology Today and the PSI directory (Postpartum Support International) are excellent starting points for finding mental health professionals.

If you’d like more information, specifically about my practice, refer to my ad in this issue for my contact information. Recognizing and addressing perinatal mood disorders is crucial for the health and well-being of mothers, their spouses, and their children. By understanding the signs, risk factors, and available resources, we can provide better support and care for those navigating the challenges of pregnancy and postpartum mental health.

 

Chaya Spigelman is a physician assistant in psychiatry seeing patients in Maryland and via telehealth in both Maryland and New York (additional state licensures f

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