A Shidduch Question:
I’m a 40-year-old professional woman who has not yet found my zivug. Although I am very well respected in my field, I unfortunately don’t get that respect in my own community because I am not married.
I am grateful that my family as well as friends and acquaintances are still thinking of me. But I don’t like the not-so-subtle pressure they apply when I turn down what I view as a totally unsuitable suggestion. They accuse me (in a nice way, of course) of being too picky, of not being realistic. They say I am being superficial and not giving people a chance. “Why not just go out for coffee?” they say. “What do you have to lose? Just give it a try. It’s just an hour of your time.”
I am getting flack from my family, too. They say I should just marry someone I enjoy spending time with and start a family already and not worry so much about what they call my “requirements.” What does it matter if he watches TV or not, or if he does or doesn’t go to shul three times a day. They don’t seem to understand that I have a life. With the preparation, the anticipation, and the disruption of my schedule, dating is exhausting. It’s not “just an hour.”
I am not inflexible, and it is not these specific issues that bother me necessarily, but some things are important to me. I’m not interested in spouse who watches TV for hours a day. I’m certainly not interested in someone who doesn’t have a job and doesn’t plan to get one. I work hard at who I am and at improving myself. I want a husband who does the same, someone I can relate to.
I do want to get married – but to an appropriate match. I know every guy in the Baltimore and Washington areas, and I know they’re not for me. At the end of the day, I’m the only one who knows what I can live with and what I can’t live with. Again, I truly appreciate the efforts of people who care about me, but I have to do what I think is best for myself. Am I wrong? How can I get that message across?